Hillbillies and deaths in custody
The demo, outside the State Library, against Deaths in Custody and to 'celebrate' Invasion Day, was a mixed event. Callow youths sailed past, wrapped in Aussie flags, a phenomenon which always causes a slight chill in me, as does very expensive airforce hardware roaring overhead in a demonstration of power. A ragtag collection of blacks and whites listened to (too many) rambling speeches, some of which contained too much hyperbole, and some of which were heartfelt and true. Wearying of the speeches after an hour and the onset of the Socialist Alliance, we headed off for a guilty treat, a bento box lunch.
This week brought two surprises: one of the mss I had agreed to report on was a novel. I can't reveal too much about it, but it was set on the northern NSW coast, and is a semi satirical piece about a small businessman who is going down the drain, and deludes himself that he can trade out of it at the same time as he succumbs to an addiction to prescription drugs. For some reason, this saga of self-delusion made an impact, out of proportion to its intrinsic merit, though it was not bad. As well, the Lars von Trier movie Dogville was on SBS, and though the first half hour or so was unbelievably slow and tedious, I stuck with it and it paid off. The denouement was fairly predictable but powerful as the protagonist ('our' Nicole as some commentators refer to her) realised the depths of her arrogance. Probably the impact of the two pieces coincided with a particular work period, where I have a few quite large projects and have to believe I can do them.
I can comfort myself with the notion that none of the work I'm doing is rocket science, and that the world doesn't depend on it. However, it was a handy reminder against hubris.